Thursday, October 12, 2006

.TGIFT.
*hurray* TGIFT! :)

my 6th friday to come. somehow, i always seem to b filled with more zest on fri. i wonder why. *wahaha* tdy, time passed by exceptionally fast...like it's on a bullet train. & that always happen when calls & emails start to come my way. ironically, i seem to like it more tis way! kept in the war...busy fighting my way through - with milo, tea, marks & spencers dark choc dijestive biscuits (which brings back memories of Europe! *winks*), and cakes which come by once in awhile.

"welcome to the world of administrative excellence!" *dingding* sad fact. but true... in my shoes that is. i dunno about you...but it's quite true for me. it takes up quite a big portion doesn't it? other than the interminable meetings...it's more of the warrior, holding her phone on 1 hand, and her laptop on e other - 2 must-haves for us.

what do we do? more of policy making. we churn out reports, proposals, minutes...obtain statistics through all possible channels (online, on prints, other divisions/ agencies etc.), call to "cho cho" (tis is a term widely used in my division. putting it simply, it means "rush") people for upgrades, create powerpoints, and non-stop email-ings. in times of manpower shortages, we do others too. (e.g. ushering "big fellows" to their meeting rooms) so can say, it's BKL. (bao ka liao. haa.)

adding on, the thing is, wat we do, we don't see e actualized results till many years down the road? but well, hopefully my water safety will kick-off fast, so i can go down to the ground to execute it. *looking 4ward*. so far, i'm still on 4th gear...adjusting my pace to e right speed. am starting to like a couple of them. (:

just got notified today that a couple of us will be going to another agency for a 1-2 weeks attachment - some sort of an orientation to get to now our stat. board better. *hope it'll b gd* we will stagger our attachments though, so our division won't b warrior-less. lols.

i tink i've mentioned to a few of u about tis. but 4 the others whom i've nt mentioned...here goes. we have tis monthly healthy-lifestyle outing (you can also call it a "monthly division bonding session") where we normally go out to keep fit...ha. healthy lifestyle mah. i heard they have played tennis, basketball and some others on previous sessions. but tis time, guess what? it's ktv & pool. goodness. wahahaa. super healthy right? i think so too! i wonder how it'll b like. wonder how they will sound like. haha. sekali all pros. whee! tis is sth similar to what our dear pfmq's having too at her work station. btw, she's dragon-boating end of tis month! *whistles* pfmq's lifestyle is happening wor!...with more sunny days. & more starry nights. haha.

okay. enough of my ramblings on work-related stuff. ;P

~ though i may not have a religion to speak of, i will pray for you my dear fren. i'll pray to the gods who can hear me...i'll pray for your ah-gong's op. tml. everything will be just fine. it will be. okay? *big hugs* ~

^ and to you (you were family to me, and you still are.) whose ah-gong jus passed away. be strong ya? i know it's hard on you especially since you just returned fr your job trip. missed ya for the 1 month you were away. *big big big hugs* what to do, this is life. i guess we all have to learn to accept this harsh reality sometime in our lives. ^

1 of my colleagues mentioned that he had went through 4 main facets of life...(fren got married, fren got baby, fren got divorced, and fren died) and he's only 30 tis year. sad to hear ya? sigh. such things r really beyond our control... & i guess the best we can do, is to live life like there's no tomorrow! ponder awhile b4 you start shouting back at ur mama. ponder awhile b4 you start saying unretrievable stuffs you don't really mean. ponder awhile, space out if need be, and identify the selected few you hope can b by your side if it's dooms day tml. treasure them. & cherish them. make them smile. you don't have to specially do sth for them. just remember this...it's 100% true for those who really love you - when you are happy, they are happy.

(tis is an add-on fr the next morning...)
I did not sleep well last night. I felt bad. I felt very bad. felt bad to the one who carried me 9 months in her womb. i don't think she'll see this...but it's just sth cooped within me tt i jus wanna type it out tis morn. wrote it down last night. now i'm typing. details aside. i shall give her a big hug ltr b4 i go to work. ;) GOOD DAY! "It'll be a GR8 DAY!" i always tell myself tt on my way to work. tink happy thoughts, & u'll b happy...if not - happier.
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